Where do I begin?

I'm two years in to IVF treatment, I'm engaged to my soulmate — but we have no plans for a wedding anytime soon. I'm a number 4 on the enneagram; Fours are self-aware, sensitive, and reserved. They are emotionally honest, creative, and personal, but can also be moody and self-conscious—that's me to a tee. My basic fear in life: that I will have no identity or personal significance. My basic desire: to evolve and redefine my self-expression overtime.

In 2023, I became a mama to a little boy born at 24 weeks named Oliver.

There simply are no words for the magnitude of pain you experience when losing a child. It's messy and it rips you apart, yet it's an important part of your experience as a parent and it will change you forever. I know my life’s purpose is to nurture, to mother, and to heal… I have to believe that my journey to motherhood is elevating me into a higher level of that purpose. It's why I’m here—to do this work. As fucking painful and ugly as it is.

My fiancé, Dylan and Me

All about

trying new things, tidy spaces, and reality TV.

Not about

Comfort zones or cancel culture.